Monday, June 29, 2009

Taking a stab...

So. This is my first blog. I think the idea always scared me because as a writer I've really only kept personal stories for my journal...something most girls don't like to display for all the world to see (why do you think they sell a lock and key for those things?). But! I thought what the hell do I have to lose, maybe something creative will sprout in the process. So here I am...blogging my diary for all to see. Vulnerable? Yes. Willing? Hell yes.

At this time in my life I've come to a cross road. Most people will call it "the crossroad that leads into adulthood", and you wanna know another thing; it's fucking scary. It's a time when I should be grabbing life by the horns but sometimes I want to tell the bull to run like hell! A good or a bad thing, depending on which way you look at it I suppose. It's an interesting thing being in limbo. They say the hardest times are the times most soul searching begins. My life has always been encompassed in what I would like to call a journey because like most journey's not everything goes as planned, there are obstacles and hoops to jump through but it's the journey, not the destination, that molds us into who we are. I think an "obstacle" I'm faced with right now is pinning down exactly what it is I have a passion for. Although this is easy for some people, I find that I have entirely too many passions that I'm as distracted as a dog searching for his ball on the beach (thanks Otto :) I tend to love a lot of things and for some reason I find excuses for not following them and I'm tired of it. I hope in the progression of this blog that maybe I'll find out why. With a flip flop on one foot and a sneaker on the other, I am officially a passion seeker and I suppose you'll be going on this journey with me to find it.

Here we go!


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